Be miserable if you want. I’m going to hit my goals and keep going. People are so quick to make excuses and feel sorry for themselves. Screw that. I’m personally tired of being in that mindset. I’ll be the person kicking my ass every day to get to where I want to be.
Training is going extremely well! Can’t wait for College season!! I’ve been working really hard actually! Working on my weaknesses and making sure I’m doing things right! Can’t wait!
I guess going to my first real party yesterday was an interesting experience, it showed me how fun living my life like that could be, but I don’t drink or smoke, so I basically just talked and observed, but what I realized is that, these people who are so called “friends” kind of just get together to be able to post pictures, be seclusive, I’m. Or really sure if they were all true friends at that party, maybe I’m wrong though, but I realized that’s not the kind of life I want to live, I want to be someone who ppl look to as a role model not a party girl with a bad rep, but some of those people I love dearly, I just hope everyone gets a grip on reality and learns that partying is not the biggest thing in the world!
sitting in silence with your best friend is actually really nice because youre together and youre just happy to be together even if the both of you are just scrolling through tumblr and twitter because you occasionally point something else to the other person and laugh and maybe talk but youre just comfortable and together and thats enough